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[NICHOLAI ARIZONA HEPBURN]

YELLOW DANCE AND WE TURN
PURPLE TEARDROPS I CRY IN BETWEEN THE SETS, EYELINER AND CIGARETTES

NAME/ALIAS: RETRO GLAMOUR.
CONTACT: PM/YIM/MSN/IMVU.
GENDER: FEMALE.
AGE: SEVENTEEN.
WHERE YOU FOUND US: I MADE THE SITE.
OTHER CHARACTERS: NONE.

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NICHOLAI ARIZONA HEPBURN
WE'RE COVERED IN SEQUINS, DIAMONDS, WE'RE HAPPY CAUSE WE'RE SHINING.

HAPPY IN THE CLUB WITH A BOTTLE OF RED WINE
STARS IN OUR EYES CAUSE WE'RE HAVING A GOOD TIME
EH EH, EH EH, SO HAPPY I COULD DIE

CAUGHT IN A BAD ROMANCE
I WANT YOUR PSYCHO, YOUR VERTIGO STICK, WANT YOU IN MY REAR WINDOW

NAME & NICKNAMES. NICHOLAI (NIC-O-LI) ARIZONA HEPBURN. NIKI.
BIRTHDAY & AGE. 25TH SEPTEMBER 1989. TWENTY.
USERGROUP. ADULT.
SEXUALITY. BISEXUAL.
OCCUPATION. FASHION STORE CLERK AND FREELANCE MODEL.

PLAYBY. AMOR HILTON.

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ALEJANDRO JUST LET ME GO
DON'T WANT TO KISS DON'T WANT TO TOUCH JUST SMOKE ONE CIGARETTE MORE

PERSONALITY & HISTORY.

WHEN PEOPLE FIRST MEET NICHOLAI, THEY TEND TO ALWAYS GET THE WRONG IMPRESSION. MOST OFTEN THAN NOT, WHEN SHE'S OUT AT A PARTY OR A CLUB, SHE'S EITHER COMPLETELY STONED OR HIGH ON WEED, WHICH CAUSES PEOPLE TO IMMEDIATELY WRITE HER OFF AS SOME INANE DRUG ADDICT WITH AN ALCOHOL PROBLEM. YES, OKAY, SHE LIKES HER ALCOHOL AND YES, SHE DABBLES IN THE 'OCCASIONAL' ROUND OF WEED (WHICH IS TECHNICALLY LEGAL IN LA), BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN TO SAY THAT SHE'S NOT A REAL PERSON UNDERNEATH. NICHOLAI LIKES TO HAVE FUN, ESPECIALLY WHEN SHE'S OUT WITH HER FRIENDS. NIGHTCLUBS, BARS, HOUSE PARTIES... YOU NAME IT AND SHE'S PROBABLY AT ONE EVERY NIGHT OF THE WEEK. SHE SWEARS LIKE A SAILOR, FLIRTS LIKE CRAZY AND IS BASICALLY ALL THE FUN OF A PROSTITUTE BUT WITHOUT THE MONEY AND ILLEGALITY ISSUES. SEX, DRUGS AND ROCK N ROLL BABY.

THAT'S NOT TO SAY THAT SHE ISN'T FOCUSED. NO. NICHOLAI KNOWS WHAT SHE WANTS OUT OF LIFE. RIGHT NOW, SHE WORKS AS A SALES ASSISTANT AT A LOCAL FASHION STORE, BUT TO EARN SOME EXTRA CASH, SHE MODELS FREELANCE. EVERYTHING FROM ALTERNATE FASHION WEBSITES TO PRIVATE PORTFOLIOS. ANYTHING EXCEPT PORN. ULTIMATELY, HER GOAL IS TO REACH THE FASHION INDUSTRY, BUT WHAT AS YET, SHE'S UNDECIDED. SHE'S TOO BUSY HAVING A GOOD TIME. SHE TAKES HER WORK VERY SERIOUSLY THOUGH. SHE'S NEVER LATE (IF SHE CAN HELP IT), THE CUSTOMERS ALWAYS KNOW BEST AND SHE WORKS DAMN WELL HARD TO EARN ENOUGH MONEY TO PAY HER RENT AND BUY HER FOOD. THE MODELING BRINGS IN QUITE A BIT EXTRA, WHICH CAN REALLY HELP WHEN PRICES SKYROCKET OR SHE NEEDS GAS MONEY JUST AS SHE'S PASSING THE MOST EXPENSIVE FILLING STATION IN THE WORLD.

UNDERNEATH ALL OF THE TATTOOS, PIERCINGS AND THE CRAZY PINK AND BLONDE HAIR, YOU WILL FIND A HEART OF GOLD. NICHOLAI ALWAYS TRIES TO KEEP PEOPLE HAPPY AND HELP THEM OUT. IF SHE SEES SOMEONE IN TROUBLE, THEN SHE CAN'T JUST WALK BY. SHE'S EXTREMELY LOYAL TO THOSE SHE LOVES AND WILL RARELY EVER REALLY FIGHT WITH THEM. CONFLICT JUST ISN'T IN HER NATURE AND SHE TENDS TO BACK AWAY FROM ANY FIGHTS OR ARGUMENTS. SOME MAY CALL HER A WIMP OR WHATEVER, BUT TO BE HONEST, NICHOLAI IS NOTHING OF THE SORT. JUST BECAUSE SHE PREFERS TO BACK AWAY FROM A FIGHT, DOESN'T MEAN SHE CAN'T BE A BITCH OR HOLD HER OWN IN ONE. YES, IF SOMEONE GOES AGAINST HER OR SOMEONE SHE LOVES, SHE'S NOT AFRAID TO CHEW THEM UP OR SPIT THEM OUT. HER WRATH ONLY GETS WORSE WHEN SHE'S DRUNK OR HIGH. DON'T DOUBLE CROSS HER, BECAUSE YOU WON'T MAKE IT OUT ALIVE.

NOW, YOU CAN PROBABLY SEE FROM HER APPEARANCE THAT NICHOLAI DOESN'T LACK CONFIDENCE. SHE CAN BE ONE OF THE LOUDEST AND MOST OUTRAGEOUS PEOPLE OUT THERE, BUT SOMETIMES, SHE JUST ENJOYS SITTING BACK AND WATCHING THE WORLD GO BY. SOMETIMES SHE CAN BE QUIET ENOUGH FOR PEOPLE TO BELIEVE THAT SHE'S ONE OF THE SHYEST PEOPLE AROUND... UNTIL SHE OPENS HER MOUTH OR THEY LOOK ON HER FACEBOOK AND SEE SOME OF HER PORTFOLIO PHOTOS. FOREVER MISJUDGED, NICHOLAI TENDS TO JUST LET IT GO RIGHT OVER HER HEAD. FUCK THE PEOPLE WHO JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER RIGHT? IF SHE WANTS TO VOICE HER OPINIONS OR MAKE A STATEMENT, SHE'S NOT SCARED TOO. NICHOLAI CAN BE PRETTY FEARLESS. WELL, IN THE METAPHORICAL SENSE. IF THERE'S A HUGE SPIDER CRAWLING ACROSS THE FLOOR TOWARDS HER, THEN SHE WILL PROBABLY RUN FROM THE ROOM SCREAMING, BUT SHE'S NOT AFRAID TO BE HERSELF OR VOICE HER OWN VIEWS. FREEDOM OF SPEECH FTW.

NICHOLAI CAN SOMETIMES BE PRETTY STUPID TOO. SHE MAKES MISTAKES WITH WHO SHE DATES AND WHAT SHE DOES, ALWAYS MANAGING TO GET HER HEART BROKEN OR LANDING HERSELF IN SOME SORT OF TROUBLE. SHE LIVES LIFE IN THE FAST LANE AND ISN'T AFRAID TO ADMIT IT, EVEN WHEN SHE'S IN THE HOSPITAL WITH ALCOHOL POISONING AND KIDNEY FAILURE. SHE'S NOT SUPPOSED TO DRINK, DO DRUGS OR SMOKE, BUT THAT'S NEVER STOPPED HER BEFORE. OKAY, SHE HAS CUT BACK ON THE DRINK AND DRUGS, BUT NEVER ON THE CIGARETTES. AT LEAST, NOT RIGHT NOW. SHE HAS TRIED TO QUIT MANY A TIME, BUT HER WILLPOWER IS PATHETIC AND SHE ALWAYS ENDS BACK UP AT SQUARE ONE. SHE ARGUES THAT IT'S NOT HER FAULT, BUT DEEP DOWN SHE KNOWS IT IS AND SHE KICKS HERSELF ALL THE TIME FOR IT. WHEN WILL SHE LEARN EH?

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TARYN MAE WESTWICK MET ROBIN STEFFAN HEPBURN ON THE NIGHT OF JUNE FOURTH NINETEEN-SEVENTY-NINE. THEY WERE TEN YEARS OLD AND TARYN AND HER FAMILY HAD JUST MOVED IN NEXT DOOR. ROBIN HAD RUN OUT TO INVITE HER TO PLAY WITH HIS TOY ROCKET AND WELL, THE REST IS HISTORY. THEY GREW UP TOGETHER, ALWAYS SITTING TOGETHER IN SCHOOL, ALWAYS PAIRING TOGETHER FOR ASSIGNMENTS, ALWAYS PLAYING TOGETHER DURING THE SUMMER. THEY WERE CHILDHOOD SWEETHEARTS AND EVERYONE KNEW IT. THEY FIRST KISSED AT FOURTEEN, AN AWKWARD ONE UNDER THE MISTLETOE ONE CHRISTMAS, THEY WENT ON THEIR FIRST DATE AT FIFTEEN AND WERE GOING STEADY BY SIXTEEN. AT TWENTY? THEY WERE LIVING TOGETHER AND EXPECTING THEIR FIRST CHILD.

SOME PEOPLE SAID THEY WERE STUPID. HAVING A CHILD SO EARLY IN THEIR LIVES. WHILE YES, THE PREGNANCY WAS A SURPRISE, THE COUPLE WERE HAPPY. THEY HAD TECHNICALLY BEEN TOGETHER FOR TEN YEARS, WHY NOT HAVE A CHILD? ONE SMALL CEREMONY WITH CLOSE FAMILY AND FRIENDS JOINED THE TWO AND ON SEPTEMBER TWENTY FIFTH, NINETEEN-EIGHTY-NINE, NICHOLAI ARIZONA HEPBURN WAS BORN. THE FIRST CRITICISM THAT THE NEW FAMILY GOT WAS THEIR LITTLE GIRL'S NAME. WHY NICHOLAI? WHY ARIZONA? THE SIMPLE EXPLANATIONW AS THAT ROBIN HAD ALWAYS LOVED THE NAME NICOLE, BUT TARYN'S SISTER WAS NAMED THAT. SO THEY CHANGED IT TO NICHOLAI (PRONOUNCED NI-CO-LI). AND AS FOR ARIZONA? THAT WAS WHERE TARYN HAD LIVED FOR THE FIRST TEN YEARS OF HER LIFE.

NICHOLAI GREW UP AS YOUR AVERAGE AMERICAN CHILD. WITH TWO LOVING PARENTS, A SMALL HOUSE IN LOS ANGELES AND A DOG NAMED 'DOG' (SHE WAS ONLY TWO AND IT WAS THE ONLY WORD SHE COULD SAY AT THE TIME), SHE WAS A HAPPY CHILD. HER FAMILY GOT BY ON MONEY, THEY WERE NEVER IN FINANCIAL TROUBLE AND HAD STABLE JOBS: TARYN WAS A NANNY AT THE LOCAL DAY-CARE-CENTRE AND ROBIN WAS THE MANAGER OF THE LOCAL MECHANICS. IT WASN'T UNTIL NICHOLAI WAS ALMOST ELEVEN THAT THE PROBLEMS STARTED. TARYN LOST HER JOB, THE DAY-CARE-CENTRE GOING BANKRUPT AND CLOSING DOWN. SHE DESPERATELY SEARCHED FOR A NEW JOB, BUT THE STRAIN OF IT ALL AND THE LACK OF MONEY CAUSED HER AND ROBIN TO FIGHT EVERY NIGHT. EVENTUALLY, ENOUGH WAS ENOUGH AND SHORTLY AFTER NICHOLAI'S THIRTEENTH BIRTHDAY, DIVORCE PAPERS WERE SIGNED AND ROBIN WAS GONE.

A FEW MONTHS AFTER HER FATHER HAD LEFT, NICHOLAI STARTED BECOMING DIFFICULT AT HOME. SHE WENT THROUGH THE PHASE THAT MOST PRE-TEENS GO THROUGH WHEN THEIR PARENTS SPLIT, ACTING UP AT SCHOOL AND REFUSING TO DO ANYTHING AT HOME. BY THE TIME TARYN MANAGED TO FIND ANOTHER JOB AND THINGS STARTED TO LEVEL OUT AGAIN, NICHOLAI HAD STARTED TO CALM DOWN. THE BAD BEHAVIOUR HAS A LOT LESS FREQUENT. AS MUCH AS THIS WAS A RELIEF TO HER MOTHER, HER DAUGHTER WAS GROWING UP AND CHANGE WAS INEVITABLE. AT SIXTEEN, SHE DYED HER HAIR FOR THE FIRST TIME: MOUSE-BLONDE TO ALMOST PLATINUM. WHILE IT DOESN'T SOUND TOO BAD, AT THE TIME, IT WAS A SHOCKING DIFFERENCE. THEN, COLOURED HIGHLIGHTS BEGAN APPEARING, NICHOLAI TAKING A PREFERENCE FOR PINK, PRETTY SOON, HER WHOLE HEAD WAS THAT COLOUR. PIERCINGS APPEARED TOO: EARS, NOSE, LIPS, STOMACH... IT DIDN'T STOP. NICHOLAI'S OUTFITS TURNED MORE AND MORE ALTERNATE, FINDING A LOVE OF GOTHIC AND ALTERNATE FASHION. ALL SHE KNEW BY THE TIME SHE LEFT HIGH SCHOOL AT EIGHTEEN, DIPLOMA IN HAND, WAS THAT FASHION WAS HER LIFE AND APPEARANCE WAS EVERYTHING.

NOW THAT NICHOLAI WAS EIGHTEEN, THERE WAS NOTHING HER MOTHER COULD DO TO STOP HER. SHE WAS LEGALLY AN ADULT NOW. ONE NIGHT, WHEN SHE CAME HOME WITH HER FIRST TATTOO AND A CIGARETTE IN HAND, TARYN HAD BLOWN UP AT HER. NICHOLAI'S RESPONSE WAS THAT THERE WAS NOTHING HER MOTHER COULD DO TO STOP HER... AND THAT IF DAD WAS HERE HE'D UNDERSTAND. THAT HURT HER MOTHER AND THE NEXT DAY, NICHOLAI DID APOLOGISE. BUT HER MOTHER KNEW THERE WAS NOTHING SHE COULD DO. THIS WAS WHO HER DAUGHTER WAS. AFTER A FEW MONTHS OF NICHOLAI JUST FLOATING ABOUT AT HOME, SHE SCORED A JOB AT A FASHION STORE IN THE OUTLET MALLS. EXPENSIVE, DESIGNER CLOTHES, NOTHING THAT NICHOLAI COULD AFFORD. BUT SHE LOVED WORKING THERE AND IT GOT HER CASH. ONE DAY, A TOTAL STRANGER WALKED IN, ASKING ABOUT HOW SHE LOOKED. WHEN NICHOLAI ASKED WHY, SHE TOLD HER SHE HAD A SMALL MODELING AGENCY FOR ALTERNATE FASHION AND WOULD LOVE FOR HER TO JOIN, IF SHE HAD WHAT IT TOOK. JUMPING AT THE CHANCE, KNOWING SOMETHING LIKE THAT DIDN'T COME AROUND EVERYDAY, SHE ACCEPTED. BY AGE TWENTY, SHE WAS DOING WELL FOR HERSELF, MODELING AND STILL WORKING AT THE SAME FASHION STORE, SLOWLY WORKING HER WAY UP THE RANKS. NO LONGER DOES SHE LIVE WITH HER MOTHER, WHO IS NOW REMARRIED AND HAS TWIN BOYS WITH HER NEW HUSBAND AND NICHOLAI IS JUST LIVING HER LIFE ONE DAY AT A TIME, MAKING ALL SORTS OF MISTAKES ALONG THE WAY.

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BUT BABY IT'S THE LAST SHOW
GET YOUR LAST FIX AND YOUR LAST HIT GRAB YOUR OLD GIRL WITH HER NEW TRICKS

HEY THERE! THIS LOVELY APPLICATION WAS MADE BY SJ OR MICROCHASM AT CAUTION<3 BUT WAS EDITED FOR SO-STARSTRUCK BY RETRO GLAMOUR ! AKA MONSTER <3 AT CAUTION<3 - SO GUESS WHAT THAT MEANS? THAT'S RIGHT! THIS IS A CREDIT. DON'T REMOVE. DON'T STEAL. LYRICS FROM LADY GAGA. COLOURS FROM COLOR-BLEND. INSPIRATION FROM INTERVIEW APPPS AND OTHER UNIQUE AND AWESOME INDIVIDUALS.

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[RETRO GLAMOUR]