jones, matthew ayer

[MATTHEW AYER JONES]

YELLOW DANCE AND WE TURN
PURPLE TEARDROPS I CRY IN BETWEEN THE SETS, EYELINER AND CIGARETTES

NAME/ALIAS: LEXI!
CONTACT: PM, OR MSN [IN MY PROFILE].
GENDER: FEMALE.
AGE: EIGHTEEN.
WHERE YOU FOUND US: RPG COLLECTIONS.
OTHER CHARACTERS: NONE ATM.

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MATTHEW AYER JONES
WE'RE COVERED IN SEQUINS, DIAMONDS, WE'RE HAPPY CAUSE WE'RE SHINING.

I'M NOT YOUR BOYFRIEND, BABY,
I AINT YOUR CUTE LITTLE SEX TOY.
WONT BE YOUR NASTY LITTLE BOY.

CAUGHT IN A BAD ROMANCE
I WANT YOUR PSYCHO, YOUR VERTIGO STICK, WANT YOU IN MY REAR WINDOW

NAME & NICKNAMES. MATTHEW AYER JONES. MATT. MJ.
BIRTHDAY & AGE. MARCH 14TH, 1989. TWENTY.
USERGROUP. ADULT.
SEXUALITY. HOMOSEXUAL.
OCCUPATION. RECORD STORE CLERK & ON SIDE DRUG DEALER.

PLAYBY. ANDY SIXX.

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ALEJANDRO JUST LET ME GO
DON'T WANT TO KISS DON'T WANT TO TOUCH JUST SMOKE ONE CIGARETTE MORE

PERSONALITY & HISTORY.

IT'S A HIT AND WIN SITUATION WITH MATT; BEING TWENTY AND ON HIS OWN IN THE WIDE WORLD, HE DOESN'T TEND TO TALK TO MANY AROUND HIM. SURE BEING IN THE BUSINESS WORLD HE HAS TO TALK, SMILE, AND ALL AROUND BE A HAPPY GO LUCKY PERSON, BUT AS SOON AS HE LEAVES THAT STORE IT'S A WHOLE NEW WORLD AND A WHOLE NEW SITUATION HE HAS TO DEAL WITH. AS SOON AS HE'S ABLE TO GET AWAY FROM THE STORE AND INTO HIS NORMAL CLOTHES AND PERSONALITY... HE'S INSTANTLY LABELED WHEN THEY MEET HIM. A CIGARETTE IN HAND, OR LITTLE SPECIAL BAGGIES OF CERTAIN PRODUCTS. MOST DON'T GET HIS NAME THE FIRST TIME UNLESS IT'S SOMETHING HE WISHES TO GIVE FOR 'FUTURE' REFERENCES. IF YOU WERE TO MEET MATT, HE WOULD GIVE THE SHORTEST VERSION OF HIS NAME. MATT'S RUDE, A SMARTASS, SARCASTIC, AND ALL AROUND NOT A FRIENDLY PERSON, THAT IS UNLESS YOU CATCH HIM NOT ON DRUGS. METH IS HIS CHOICE, AND WHEN HE HASN'T HAD ANY IN A WHILE HE'S A WHOLE DIFFERENT PERSON INSIDE AND OUT. THE SAME WAY FOR DRINKING; BUT WHEN IT COMES TO ALCOHOL HE'S A LITTLE TUNED DOWN.

AS FOR MATT'S TWO JOBS, HE'S CURRENTLY TRYING TO FIND HIS PASSION IN LIFE. HE DOESN'T WANT TO SPEND HIS LIFE WORKING AT A RECORD STORE... SELLING CD'S THAT ARE SLOWLY DISAPPEARING DUE TO ONLINE SALES AND THE NEW MP3 CAR SHIT THAT GOES ON. AND OF COURSE HE DOESN'T WANT TO SELL DRUGS FOR THE REST OF HIS LIFE. THAT WOULD MOST LIKELY COST HIM MORE MONEY TOWARDS THE FUTURE. A LOOSING SITUATION FOR HIM. BEING MATT, HE DOESN'T REALLY SET GOALS FOR HIMSELF... WHICH BASICALLY MEANS HE CAN BE AN ASSHOLE IN AND OUT WHEN IT COMES TO WORK. HE DOESN'T TRY, HE JUST DOES. IT'S NOT LIKE HIS CUSTOMERS CARE, MOST OF THEM KNOW HIM AND KNOW HE'S NOT PLEASED WITH HIS CURRENT LIFE SITUATION, SO MOST OF THEM JUST THROW THEIR THINGS ON THE COUNTER, PAY AND LEAVE FOR THE NEXT TIME THEY GET TO SEE HIS UPSET MUG.

MATT ISN'T ALL OF AN ANGRY KID ONCE YOU GET TO KNOW HIM; DEEP DOWN INSIDE HIS SMALL FRAME HE'S LOATHING THOSE AROUND HIM FOR HAVING THEIR SIGNIFICANT OTHERS. EVER SINCE HE DRAGGED HIS ASS OUT OF THE CLOSET, IT'S LIKE THE PEOPLE AROUND HIM TRY TO AVOID HIM. LIKE NO ONE WANTS TO BE AROUND THE 'FAG' AS SOME PUT IT. NO ONE WANTS TO BE HIT ON BY THE KID WHO CAN'T CONTROL HIMSELF WHEN DRUGS ARE IN HIS SYSTEM. BY HIMSELF HE'S A RATHER HAPPY PERSON, HE'LL WRITE LYRICS AS WELL AS PLAY THE GUITAR OR WORK ON OTHER TYPES OF MUSIC. OCCASIONALLY HE CAN BE SEEN READING A GOOD BOOK OR SITTING SOMEWHERE IN THE CITY WITH A SKETCH PAD WORKING ON A NEW TATTOO DESIGN OR JUST SKETCHING THE THINGS AROUND HIM. EVEN THOUGH HE DOESN'T KNOW WHAT HE WANTS TO DO WITH HIS LIFE, MUSIC IS WHAT PEOPLE FIRST EXPECT WHEN THEY GET TO HEAR HIM PLAY; THOUGH THOSE PEOPLE HAVE ONLY BEEN HIS APARTMENT NEIGHBORS. ONLY ONCE HAS MATT PLAYED IN FRONT OF SOMEONE; AND THAT SOMEONE WALKED OUT THE DOOR YEARS BEFORE HE WAS ON HIS OWN.

WHEN YOU LOOK AT MATT, DON'T EXPECT HIM TO JUMP FOR JOY SOMEONE'S TALKING TO HIM... BUT MAINLY DON'T BE OFFENDED IF HE DOESN'T SAY ANYTHING AT FIRST. OCCASIONALLY HE'LL STARE AND WAIT A FEW MOMENTS BEFORE SAYING SOMETHING. OR IF IT'S JUST ONE OF THOSE SHIT-FILLED DAYS, HE'LL MOST LIKELY THROW OUT A QUICK RESPONSE THAT CONSISTS OF THE WORDS "FUCK" AND "OFF". MATT'S QUIET, SHY, AND WILL BE UNTIL YOU TAKE THE TIME TO DIG INTO HIS SOUL AND SEE WHAT HE'S REALLY MADE OF, JUST DON'T EXPECT HIM TO RUN AT YOU WITH FULL FORCE. DON'T HOLD HIM BACK FROM THE WHIMS HE GOES ON. DON'T TELL HIM HE CAN'T DO SOMETHING WHEN HE WANTS TO DO IT. RULES IN HIS MIND ARE MADE BY HIM AND HIM ONLY.

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CHRISTIANS, THE BOTH OF THEM. IT WAS A LOVE AT FIRST SITE THING IN CHURCH... BUT IT WAS A FORBIDDEN LOVE BETWEEN THEIR PARENTS. CATHY AND JEFF WERE THEIR NAMES AND AT THE TIME THEY WERE SEVENTEEN AND EIGHTEEN AND STILL CURRENTLY AT HOME WITH THEIR PARENTS. THROUGH THE SENIOR PROM AND THEIR SENIOR YEAR TOGETHER... THEY BEGAN TO GET CLOSER WITH EACH OTHER UNTIL IT WAS TIME TO GRADUATE. CATHY'S PARENTS WANTED HER TO SHIP HERSELF OFF TO THE EAST COAST WHILE JEFF'S PARENTS WANTED HIM TO STAY LOCAL, THOUGH THEY WANTED TO STAY TOGETHER IN THE CITY. IT WAS A WEEK BEFORE CATHY WAS SUPPOSED TO LEAVE THAT THEIR PARENTS WERE GRANTED WITH THE NEWS THAT THEIR VOWS OF ABSTINENCE WERE BROKEN... CATHY WAS EXPECTING AT EIGHTEEN AND JEFF WANTED TO MARRY TO MAKE SURE THAT IT WOULD BE THE PERFECT TIME FOR THEM BOTH. THE PARENTS DIDN'T THINK SO...

IT WAS AN IMMEDIATE DISMISSAL FROM THEIR CHURCH AND BOTH WERE SOON KICKED OUT FROM THEIR PARENTS HOMES AND SENT INTO THE CITY. JEFF HAD MONEY HE WAS GOING TO USE FOR COLLEGE, BUT INSTEAD USED IT TO GET THE TWO A SMALL BEAT UP APARTMENT IN THE CITY AND A FEW THINGS TO PREPARE THEMSELVES FOR A CHILD. IT WAS IN MARCH WHEN THEY HAD MATTHEW AT A SMALL HOSPITAL, MIDWIFE AT HAND AND JEFF STANDING NEXT TO HIS WIFE, HOLDING HER HAND AND TELLING HER EVERYTHING WOULD WORK OUT AND EVERYTHING WOULD BE PERFECT. PERFECT WAS THE BIGGEST LIE GIVEN TO CATHY WHEN SHE BROUGHT MATTHEW HOME FOR THE FIRST TIME. THEY COULD BARELY AFFORD MEALS FOR THEMSELVES, THEY COULDN'T AFFORD DIAPERS, OR TOYS FOR MATT. THEIR FAMILIES WOULDN'T TALK TO THEM. DONATIONS WERE SLIM. SHELTERS WOULDN'T TAKE IN A NEW BORN. SO THEY HAD TO DEAL WITH IT SOMEWAY; IF IT MEANT WORKING DOUBLE OR TRIPLE JOBS IN ROUNDS. IT STARTED OUT WITH JEFF WORKING MORE THAN 50 HOURS A WEEK AT TWO DIFFERENT JOBS FOR AT LEAST A YEAR... THEN IT WAS CATHY'S TURN TO TRY HER HAND AT THE WORK FORCE. SHE STARTED AS A PHOTOGRAPHERS ASSISTANT, AS WELL AS BEING A SECRETARY FOR AN INSURANCE COMPANY. HER SECOND JOB WAS QUICK TO LIFT OFF IN A YEAR.

THROUGHOUT THE YEARS OF RAISING MATT, THEY BEGAN TO GET THEIR LIFE SETTLED AND THEY BEGAN GOING BACK TO CHURCH.. THOUGH THEY HELD OF ON BAPTIZING THEIR CHILD. INSTEAD OF BEING FORCED, WHEN MATT WAS OLD ENOUGH TO DECIDE... THEY WOULD SEE IF HE WOULD LIKE TO BE BAPTIZED RATHER THEN HAVE HIM CRY OVER IT. AS THEIR LIFE BEGAN GETTING BETTER, THEY WERE ABLE TO SEND MATT TO SCHOOL TO START OFF HIS PUBLIC EDUCATION; HIS FREE EDUCATION. GOOD THINGS DON'T LAST FOREVER THOUGH. IT WAS WHEN MATTHEW REACHED SIXTH GRADE, HIS PARENTS WERE STILL TOGETHER BUT SOME NEW PEOPLE TO HIM STARTED TO SHOW UP IN HIS LIFE. HIS GRANDPARENTS STARTED TO COME OVER AFTER JEFF AND CATHY BEGAN TALKING TO HIM. AT FIRST HE DIDN'T ACCEPT THE FACT THAT HE ACTUALLY HAD OTHER FAMILY, BUT AFTER A WHILE HE STARTED TO GET USED TO THE IDEA OF BEING SPOILED ROTTEN WHEN HE WOULD GO OVER TO THEIR HOUSES FOR SCHOOL BREAKS OR HOLIDAYS. THOUGH WITH VISITING THEM... HE FOUND OUT HIS PARENTS STORY, HE FOUND OUT THAT HE LOST FAITH IN GOD... HE WOULD BE DAMNED TO HELL.

BRING IT ON WAS THE FIRST THING THAT CAME TO MATT'S MIND IN 9TH GRADE WHEN HE WAS INTRODUCED TO THE PARTY SCENE. DRINKING, GAMES, DRUGS, GAMES, SEX AND THE THRILL OF JUST BEING WHERE HE WAS. HIS PARENTS WOULDN'T KNOW ABOUT THE SNEAKING OUT AND THE LITTLE ACTIVITIES HE WOULD DISAPPEAR TO DO DURING HIS SCHOOL DAYS. SMOKING WAS A HABIT WITHIN A FEW MONTHS OF GETTING INTO THE SCENE OF HOUSE PARTIES.. DRUGS WERE A HABIT WITHIN A YEAR OF EVEN STARTING HIGH SCHOOL. DRINKING STARTED FROM THE VERY BEGINNING OF THE PARTIES. IT WAS THROUGH MOST OF THE PEOPLE HE WAS WITH THAT HE REALIZED THE LIFESTYLE OF TATTOOS, PIERCINGS, AND ENJOYING THE GOOD LIFE. THOUGH BEING WITH THESE PEOPLE BROUGHT ON SOMETHING NEW. A SINGLE BOY, A YEAR OLDER, OPEN ABOUT HIS SEXUALITY IN SCHOOL CAUGHT HIS ATTENTION. THIS BOY HAD BEEN TRYING TO GET TO MATT, TRYING TO FIND OUT WHAT HE WAS AND IF HE WAS FREE FOR THE TAKING. A PARTY AT THE BEGINNING OF MATT'S SOPHOMORE YEAR WAS WHEN THEY MET OUTSIDE AND WHERE THINGS SPARKED OFF INTO A DIFFERENT AND CRAZY DIRECTION FOR MATT. THEY KISSED ON THE STEPS, THEY KISSED ON THE LAWN, AGAINST A TREE, AND ALL THE WAY BACK TO MATT'S BASEMENT ROOM.

THEY WERE A COUPLE. NOTHING COULD SEPARATE THEM WHEN THEY WERE IN SCHOOL... K WAS HIS NICKNAME; WHAT HE WENT BY. MATT'S PARENTS LOVED K TO DEATH, THINKING THAT HE WAS THEIR SON'S BEST FRIEND.. LITTLE DID THEY KNOW, THIS BOY WAS SNEAKING AROUND THE HOUSE AT NIGHT WHEN THEY WERE IN THEIR COSEY BED. HE WAS CLIMBING INTO MATT'S WINDOW AND TAKING A PLACE IN HIS BED, OR IN THE BATHROOM, OR ON THE FLOOR, SOMETIMES EVEN IN THE LIVING ROOM. IT WAS MATT'S SENIOR YEAR, K WAS IN HIS FIRST YEAR OF COLLEGE WHEN HE BELIEVED IT WAS TIME FOR HIS LITTLE BOYFRIEND TO COME OUT OF THE CLOSET AND TELL HIS PARENTS ALL ABOUT THEIR LITTLE TIMES OF PASSION. SPRING BREAK WAS WHEN K CAME HOME FROM COLLEGE TO SPEND HIS TIME WITH MATT. THEY HAD DISCUSSED THE WHOLE DEAL OF TELLING MATT'S PARENTS. THE DAY THEY PICKED... THE ENTIRE FAMILY WAS THERE. GRANDPARENTS AND ALL, WERE THERE TO CELEBRATE MATT'S EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY. IT WAS WHEN THE TWO BOYS WALKED IN WITH THEIR FINGERS ENTWINED THAT EVERYTHING WENT TO HELL. CRYING, SCREAMING, SINNING. THEY DIDN'T ACCEPT THE FACT THAT MATT WAS GAY. IT WAS THAT DAY ON HIS BIRTHDAY HE WAS INSTANTLY KICKED OUT OF HIS HOME AND MOVED INTO A SMALL APARTMENT UP TOWN WITH A FEW OTHER PEOPLE FROM SCHOOL. HIS LIFE STOPPED MOVING FOR HIM THEN... WITH HIS FAMILY THROWING HIM OUT, HIS BOYFRIEND DUMPING HIM FOR A MODEL, AND HIS DRUG ADDICTIONS GETTING WORSE AND WORSE EACH DAY. THROUGH HIS YEARS OF STRUGGLING TO MOVE ON, MATT WAS ABLE TO GET A JOB AND WAS ABLE TO AFFORD HIS OWN LITTLE APARTMENT... BUT AT THE COST OF LOSING HIS SOCIAL LIFE. ALL MATT HOPES FOR NOW IS THAT HIS LIFE WILL MAKE A LITTLE TURN AROUND.

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BUT BABY IT'S THE LAST SHOW
GET YOUR LAST FIX AND YOUR LAST HIT GRAB YOUR OLD GIRL WITH HER NEW TRICKS

HEY THERE! THIS LOVELY APPLICATION WAS MADE BY SJ OR MICROCHASM AT CAUTION<3 BUT WAS EDITED FOR SO-STARSTRUCK BY RETRO GLAMOUR ! AKA MONSTER <3 AT CAUTION<3 - SO GUESS WHAT THAT MEANS? THAT'S RIGHT! THIS IS A CREDIT. DON'T REMOVE. DON'T STEAL. LYRICS FROM LADY GAGA. COLOURS FROM COLOR-BLEND. INSPIRATION FROM INTERVIEW APPPS AND OTHER UNIQUE AND AWESOME INDIVIDUALS.

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[RETRO GLAMOUR]