finch, annabelle erin

[ANNABELLE ERIN FINCH]

YELLOW DANCE AND WE TURN
PURPLE TEARDROPS I CRY IN BETWEEN THE SETS, EYELINER AND CIGARETTES

NAME/ALIAS: KAELA<3
CONTACT: PM
GENDER: CHICK
AGE: SEVENTEEN
WHERE YOU FOUND US: RPG COLLECTION
OTHER CHARACTERS: NONE AS OF YET.

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ANNABELLE ERIN FINCH
WE'RE COVERED IN SEQUINS, DIAMONDS, WE'RE HAPPY CAUSE WE'RE SHINING.

WELCOME TO OBLIVION,
WHERE PANIC STARTS TO SETTLE IN,
AND I’M AFRAID OF EVERYTHING,
OH I THINK I’M LOSING IT

CAUGHT IN A BAD ROMANCE
I WANT YOUR PSYCHO, YOUR VERTIGO STICK, WANT YOU IN MY REAR WINDOW

NAME & NICKNAMES. ANNABELLE ERIN FINCH; ANN, ANNBELL
BIRTHDAY & AGE. 15TH SEPTEMBER 1990, TWENTY-TWO
USERGROUP. ADULT
SEXUALITY. BISEXUAL
OCCUPATION. MODEL AND PHOTOGRAPHER

PLAYBY. ZUI SUICIDE

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ALEJANDRO JUST LET ME GO
DON'T WANT TO KISS DON'T WANT TO TOUCH JUST SMOKE ONE CIGARETTE MORE

PERSONALITY & HISTORY.


ANNABELLE’S ONE OF THOSE OUTRAGEOUSLY DRESSED KIDS WHO YOU CAN SPOT FROM A MILE AWAY. SHE HATES BLENDING IN WITH THE CROWD, HENCE HER CONSTANTLY CHANGING HAIR COLOR AND MULTIPLE PIERCINGS. THE WORD ‘NORMAL’ IS VASTLY OVERATED IN HER HUMBLE OPINION; SHES ALL FOR UNQUINESS. AND TO BE HONEST SHE RATHER ENJOYS THE ATTENTION; NOT THAT YOU’LL HAVE HER ADMITTING IT ANYTIME SOON. SEE, NEARLY EVERYTHING SHE DOES IS SECRETLY FOR THE LIMELIGHT. IF YOU’RE AT A PARTY, ANNABELLE’S BOUND TO BE THE ONE DANCING ATOP THE TABLE HALF NAKED. SHE’LL EVEN CAUSE A SCENE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE STREETS IF SHES BORED. AND IF YOU DON’T SEE HER AT FIRST, YOUR BOUND TO HEAR HER. ANNABELL HAS AN INCREDIBLY LOUD VOICE FOR SUCH A TINY WOMEN, ALTHOUGH WHEN SHE’S GOING THROUGH ONE OF HER DEPRESSED MOODS SHE’S SUPRSINGLY SUBDUED.

YEAH, ONE OF HER DEEPEST DARKEST SECRETS IS HER SEVERE DEPRESSION. HER SHAMELESSLY HIGH EGO IS RATHER A WELL PLAYED OUT FAÇADE – SOMETHING SHE’S DETERMINED TO KEEP LOCKED AWAY. DUE TO EARLIER ABUSE, ANNABELL HAS PICKED UP A NASTY EATING DISORDER KNOWN AS FROM ANEROXIA AND STRAVES HERSELF FOR DAYS ON END. HOW ELSE DO YOU THINK SHE STAYS SO SLIM? SADLY ENOUGH THESE AREN’T HER ONLY BAD HABBIATS. DRUGS. NOT JUST YOUR OVERATED WEED EITHER, BUT HERION, ESTACY AND COCAINE. SHE COULDN’T LIVE WITHOUT THEM. HER THREE DANGEROUS ‘BEST FRIENDS’ YOU COULD SAY. BEST FRIENDS WHICH ARE PROBABLY GOING TO RESULT IN HER DEATH SOONER OR LATER – NOT THAT SHE CONSIDERS IT A BAD THING. REALLY SHES AN EMOTIONAL TRAINWRECK WHO’S BARELY HOLDING ONTO HER WILL TO LIVE. SHE WOULD PROBABLY BENEFIT FROM OPENING UP, BUT IT’S EASIER SAID THEN DONE.

ALL THAT ASIDE, ANNABELL IS GENERALLY FRIENDLY AND EASY TO GET ALONG WITH; HOWEVER MOST OF HER CREW TEND TO BE OTHER MISFITS WHO USUALLY DRAG HER DOWN EVEN DEEPER. SHE WON’T JUDGE SOMEONE FOR ANY REASON WHETHER IT BE RELIGION, SEXUALITY OR RACE. SHE’LL GET TO KNOW YOU BEFORE CASTING AN OPINION. AND LET ME ADD THAT IF YOU DO BEFRIEND HER, SHE’LL BE ONE OF THE MOST LOYAL, LOVING ALLIES YOU’RE EVER BOUND TO COME ACROSS. YOU COULD STAB HER IN THE BACK A MILLON TIMES, HURT HER, SCREAM AT HER, BUT IN THE END SHE’LL ALWAYS FORGIVE YOU IF YOU’VE ALREADY CAPTURED A FRAGMENT OF HER HEART. AT HER EXPENSE, THIS IS AN EXTREMELY BAD THING BECAUSE IT SIMPLY DEEPENS HER DEPRESSION, YET NO MATTER HOW HARD SHE TRIES SHE CAN’T HOLD A GRUDGE AGAINST SOMEONE SHE’S ONCE LOVED. THIS MAKES RELATIONSHIPS WITH HER EASY TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF, AND ALSO EXPLAINS WHY SHE’S PUT UP WITH SUCH CRUELTY BEFORE.

NOW IF YOU DO HAPPEN TO BE NASTY TO HER OR ONE OF HER CLOSE ONES, SHE’LL UNLEASH HELL. SHE CAN HAVE A VERY SHARP TONGUE ON OCCASIONS, AND IF ANYTHING TENDS TO GET VERBALLY VIOLENT RATHER THEN PHYSICALLY. I MEAN, SHE’S A STICK FOR CHRIST’S SAKE. SHE’S USELESS WHEN IT COMES TO A GOOD, OLD, BLOODY FISTFIGHT. FORTUNATELY SHE’S SMART ENOUGH TO NOT BITCH TOO SOMEONE WHO APPEARS CAPABLE ENOUGH TO BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF HER – AT LEAST TO THEIR FACE. UNFORTUNATELY THIS TENDS TO DIFFER WHEN SHE’S TRASHED OUT OF HER MIND. SHE’S MORE LIKELY TO START UP SHIT WHEN SHE’S DRUNK, AND SINCE HER COMMON SENSE FAILS HER AT THESE TIMES SHE CAN FIND HERSELF EMBROILED IN A VIOLENT BRAWL. NOT VERY PLEASANT TO SAY THE LEAST.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST, ANNABELL IS VERY FLIRTATIOUS AT MOST OF TIMES. BEING BI-SEXUAL, SHE’S ALL FOR ONE NIGHT STANDS WITH EITHER GENDER AS LONG AS THAT PERSON IS ATTRACTIVE. LIKE EARILER MENTIONED SHE’S NOT JUDGEMENTAL AT ALL, YET THE PHYSICAL ATTRACTION HAS TO BE THERE WHEN IT COMES TO DATING AND SEX. SHE’S ALSO NOT THE TYPE TO GO AFTER SOMEONE’S PARTNER, HAVING RESPECT FOR THAT. GENERALLY, SHE’LL BE INVOLVED IN CASUAL SEX MORE OFTEN THEN A LONG RELATIONSHIP, BUT WHEN IT DOES COME TO RELATIONSHIPS SHE LIKES LONG ONES THAT INVOLVE WARM FUZZY FEELINGS AND HEAPS OF CUDDLING. ALL TOGEATHER SHE’S A VERY COMPLICATED, TROUBLED INDIVIDUAL.

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ANNABELL WAS A NOBODY WHEN SHE ENTERED THIS WORLD ON THE 15TH OF SEPTEMBER 1990 DURING THE EARLY HOURS OF THE MORNING. HER MOTHER—A CHEAP HOOKER WITH A TURBULANT PAST BY THE NAME OF MARIE---HAD NEVER EXPECTED TO FIND HERSELF PREGNANT. AS THE STORY GOES, MARIE HADN’T THE SLIGHTEST HUNCH TO WHOM THE FATHER MAY HAVE BEEN. THIS WAS NO SURPRISE SEEING AS MARIE WAS USUALLY FUCKED OFF HER FACE WHEN IT CAME TO HER ‘JOB’. NO WONDER ANNABELL WAS PUT UP FOR ADOPTION OFF THE BAT. IT WASN’T THAT MARIE DIDN’T CARE; IT WAS THE FACT SHE WAS NO WAY NEAR FIT FOR A CHILD. IT WOULD BE A BETTER LIFE FOR ANNABELL, AND THAT WAS THAT. THE FAMILY WHO’D BE TAKING HER IN HAD BEEN ARRANGED BEFOREHAND. THEY WERE A LOVELY COUPLE IN THEIR LATE TWENTIES WHO COULDN’T HAVE CHILDERN THEMSELVES. IN SOME WAYS YOU COULD SAY ANNABELL WAS VERY FORTUNATE. HER ADOPTIVE PARENTS WERE VERY WEALTHY AND RESIDED IN AN IMPOSING MASION. THEY SPOLT ANNABELL LIKE SHE WAS FIT FOR ROYALTY. SHE WAS A BEAUTIFUL BABY WITH STUNNING BLUE EYES, OFTEN CAUSING ENVY AMONGEST OTHER YOUNG PARENTS. EVERYTHING SEEMED TO BE GOING PERFECT.

SCHOOL WAS NEVER A PROBLEM FOR ANNABELL. SHE WAS SOCIAL AND INTELLIGENT WITH MANY FRIENDS. PRIMARY YEARS FLEW BY RAPIDLLY, AND BEFORE YOU KNOW IT SHE WAS HITTING HER FRESHMAN YEAR AT HIGH SCHOOL. UNBEKNOWST TO HER THIS WOULD ALSO BE THE YEAR WERE EVERYTHING WOULD GO WRONG. OR AT LEAST START TOO. KRISTY – HER ADOPTIVE MOTHER – DECIDED TO TELL ANNABELL THE TRUTH ABOUT HER ADOPTION; SHE FIGURED HER FOSTER DAUGHTER DESERVED TO KNOW. ANNABELL TOOK THIS THE COMPLETE WRONG WAY. SHE FLIPPED OUT. SO HER REAL MOTHER HAD NEVER WANTED HER? SHE’D NEVER FELT SO MUCH HURT, SO MUCH ANIMOISTY IN HER WHOLE LIFE. KRISTY TRIED TO EXPLAIN THAT IT WAS FOR THE BEST, BUT ANNABELL WAS FURIOUS. SHE SCREAMED AND CARRIED ON, TELLING HER ADOPTIVE PARENTS SHE HATED THEM BEFORE STORMING UP TO HER ROOM AND PRATICALLY DESTORYING IT. SHE RIPPED POSTERS OFF THE WALL, THREW SOFT TOYS HALF WAY ACROSS THE ROOM AND EVEN SMASHED HER MIRROR WITH A RADIO. AFTER THAT SHE WEPT AWAY IN THE CORNER OF HER ROOM BEFORE COLLPASING INTO A SLEEP FROM EXHAUSTATION.

FALLING INTO THE WRONG CROWD FOLLOWED SUITE. SHE TOOK UP THE CASUAL SMOKING OF POT, AND BEGAN EXPLORING WITH HER SEXUALITY. GIVE ANOTHER YEAR, AND ANNABELL WAS PRATICALLY A CHAIN SMOKER WHO’D MOVED ONTO BIGGER, BETTER DRUGS LIKE ESTACY AND COCAINE. SHE FAILED EVERYTHING ACADEMICALLY, YET SHE WAS DONE CARING WITH THAT. INSTEAD HER FOCUSS WAS TOO WRAPT UP ON THIS AMAZINGLY SEXY GUY BY THE NAME OF COLE. HE WAS EIGHTEEN, SHE WAS BUT FIFTEEN. THIS CLEARLY WASN’T A PROBLEM HOWEVER BECAUSE SOON THE TWO OF THEM WERE VERY MUCH A COUPLE. COLE ENDED UP GETTING ANNABELL INTO HERION WHICH WASN’T A BAD THING AT THE TIME. IT WAS VERY RELAXING RATHER. AND GOOD LORD, THE SEX WAS AMAZING. THE FIRST YEAR WAS BLISS, BUT OF COURSE ALL GOOD THINGS COME TO AN END RIGHT?

COLE STARTED HITTING THE BOTTLE LIKE THERE WAS NO TOMORROW. AND TRUST ME; HE WAS A VERY ANGRY DRUNK. IT STARTED WITH VERBAL INSULTS, SCREAMING AND SHOUTING AT ANNABELL AND BELITTING HER SELF-WORTH. THIS SOON ESCALATED INTO SLAPS, AND THEN FULL-BLOWN BEATINGS. ANNABELL STARTED TO VOMIT UP FOOD AND FALL INTO A SEVERE DEPRESSION. HOWEVER SHE’D ALWAYS COME BACK EVERYTIME COLE SAID HE WAS SORRY AND FLASHED HER THOSE PUPPYDOG EYES. SHE WAS FIXED ON HIM. THE BEATINGS DID COME TO AN END HOWEVER, AS ULTIMATELY COLE LEFT HER AND MOVED ON. SHE RETURNED HOME A MESS; HER FRAME WAS NOTHING BUT SKIN AND BONE AND TRACK MARKS COVERED HER ARMS. OF COURSE THIS STARTED UP A HUGE FIGHT WITH HER CORCERNED APODTIVE PARENTS. NOW EIGHTEEN SHE SIMPLY LEFT HOME AND VOWED NOT TOO RETURN AGAIN, TAKING A GOOD SUM OF MONEY AND FLEEING TOO LOS ANGELES.

SHE WAS QUICKLY OFFERED A JOB IN MODELLING WHICH SHE ACCEPTED. IT WAS EASY MONEY, ALTHOUGH IT EVIDENTLY WORSNED HER EATING DISORDER. BEFORE YOU KNOW IT SHE WAS FINALLY ON THE ROAD TO RECOVERY, EARNING HERSELF A PENTHOUSE SUITE AND APPEARING MORE CONFIDENT THEN EVER BEFORE. IT WAS ALL A FAÇADE, BUT NO ONE KNEW THIS AND SHE PLANNED TO KEEP IT THIS WAY. NOW TWENTY-TWO ANNABELL’S DRUG PROBLEMS HAVE WORSNED TO A SIGNIFICENT DEGREE, ALTHOUGH IF YOU ASK HER SHE’LL CLAIM SHE’S DOING FINE. INSIDE THOUGH, SHE’S STILL THE SAME WEAK, FRAIL GIRL FROM YEARS AGO. AT THIS RATE SHE'LL BE DEAD BEFORE TWENTY-FIVE.

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BUT BABY IT'S THE LAST SHOW
GET YOUR LAST FIX AND YOUR LAST HIT GRAB YOUR OLD GIRL WITH HER NEW TRICKS

HEY THERE! THIS LOVELY APPLICATION WAS MADE BY SJ OR MICROCHASM AT CAUTION<3 BUT WAS EDITED FOR SO-STARSTRUCK BY RETRO GLAMOUR ! AKA MONSTER <3 AT CAUTION<3 - SO GUESS WHAT THAT MEANS? THAT'S RIGHT! THIS IS A CREDIT. DON'T REMOVE. DON'T STEAL. LYRICS FROM LADY GAGA. COLOURS FROM COLOR-BLEND. INSPIRATION FROM INTERVIEW APPPS AND OTHER UNIQUE AND AWESOME INDIVIDUALS.

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